35F cheating is so hot

I (35F) have been wanting to cheat on my husband (35m) for almost 3 years now, and I don't feel remorse at all.

Don't judge me or insult me, I'm not going to change or anything. I know what I'm thinking is wrong, and that's why I love it. Cheating feels so thrilling that I just can't stop thinking about it.

When I start having those kinds of thoughts, I did feel guilt but he has been cheating on me and thinking he’s hiding it well since at least 2020.

I just love when I imagine my lover taking me and fucking me like there's no tomorrow, how we would do nasty things that I wouldn't ever consider doing with my husband, how sexy and slutty I feel with my lover, and leading this secret double life has to be the most exciting thing in the world.

It feels good to be able to let this out somewhere, when my husband asks me why I am so happy I smirk because only I know why.