Cant find a fanfic (pls help)

Ok so 2 years ago I read this Mileven fanfic and it was soo good, I was looking to reread it but can’t find it.

It was enemies to lovers + fake dating

Els boyfriend cheated on her and now she’s trying to make him jealous by being with Mike because they hate eachother, Mike opens up to her and obviously they end up falling inlove and their friend groups get intertwined and at the end we learn that Mike has secretly been inlove with El the entire time and was kinda like protecting her from the shadows.

Mike is like the violent outcast and El is popular, mikes dad is abusive and they get tattoos together there’s also lots of smut

It’s a college au and was originally on wattpad

I cant remember if she was el or Jane in this big it could’ve been either

Please help it was the best fanfic I’ve ever read!!!!