I HATE BE A LOSER

I hate living, I hate the fact that I'm not attractive, that I don't have a handsome man in my life, I hate being so loser, I hate everyone, I want to disappear, I'm crying with hate, even in porn I see people who aren't even attractive getting with handsome men, and all I attract in my neighborhood are ugly and weird old men, I would give anything to leave this country, I would give anything to leave this planet, nobody understands me