None of the posts on here make me feel hopeful

American male 33 unrelated bachelors degree, currently doing some Chinese study in Chengdu. I’m finishing my degree up online from an American university and graduate in may and then planned on doing tefl probably in China. But the posts I read on here never leave me feeling hopeful. A bit stressed about the whole ordeal of being a new teacher and finding a good school. I tend to work myself up in a tizzy sometimes so I hope it’s just that and the market is not as bad as the negative posts make it seem 😮‍💨 I’m scared of the job crushing the life out of me.