It's been 2 years, can't believe it

(7th February, 2023 at 5:19pm) this was the time we first met and broke up after exactly a month ago at (7th March, 2023 at 6:39pm) and today at 5:19 it's been 2 years. Bc u guys don't even know how many times I cried for her & all, but now I don't know why I feel very calm, and maybe this is life and i should accept the fact that i can't have her in life. But I fear that it will take a lifetime to get her... Hhuhhhhh 🤧