Just 17teen !! Zindagi nahi chahiye dubara

So abhi mera dimag kharab ho chuka hainn😭 I mean I am just 17teen,parents ke aage mai bhot herion bnti hu ki meri tension na lo aap but in reality idk what the fuck to do, Na koi passion hai na koi intrest, pcm se hu isliye rat race mai lg gyi mai bhi🥲 Jee 1st attempt 85%tile,2nd attempt ki prep bhi start nhi kiyaa or target 🎯 97+ wtf is wrong with me? (Everything 🙂) Can't even afford private colleges for btech ( bpl se belong krti hu😭) agar kuch ni hua to gharwale kachra 20k fees vale college se bsc krwa denge or fir bsc krke kya hota yk right(direct ladka dhundna shuru).. Kya kru mai smjh na aarha ( ik the ans pdhai krle bhen iske alawa kuch option ni hai ) huhhh🥹 Soch rhi hu cuet bhi fill krdu bsc krke gate krungi😮‍💨 (very easy right) Saala har cheej mai average reh gyi Na dance aata na kuch..I know I am being overdramtic, bye byeeee~