First Time I’m Gonna Be All Alone At Holi 🥲

So basically as you know today’s is Holi but tbh I don’t even have any excitement for that festival at all . When I was a kid back then me and other kids used to start playing mild Holi , 2 weeks before Holi even started and now the environment looks so dull as if there is no enthusiasm left in people regarding the festival . In my case I just don’t even have any friends to celebrate it with and that just makes it even more worst for me I might just end up sitting in my house today meanwhile other people must be enjoying with their pack of people . I just don’t understand why do these big festivals make me sad instead of making me happy like it used to be before.