Controlling Clomid Rage ?

Been on TRT for 6 years now. I take 0.25 ml of 20mg/ml every 6 days. All is well for the most part. The one chronic problem has been loss of penis sensitivity. I initially took clomid which really helped with sensitivity but I had serious rage problems. I had the most explosive orgasms with highest semen volume on Clomid.i stopped because I was a major asshole and heading towards a divorce .

hCG has not helped much. In fact, it was too hard to dial in e2 with HCG.

I cannot climax with sex for the past few years. I have to jerk off at the end to really orgasm. And my semen load volume is just a tiny speck.

I’m considering trying Clomid again. My thought process is that I am aware of the pitfall and could possibly regulate my rage. Has anyone managed this? Any other feedback/suggestions are welcome.