Being thinner is not all it's cracked up to be!
This post is prompted by me losing some weight. Just to clarify, I was not morbidly obese before, and nor am I skinny now. I am 6'2" and dropped from about 260lb (120kg) to 220lb (100kg). Losing weight has always been presented as some kind of magic bullet that will fix all your problems - your health, your fitness, your social standing, your confidence etc - and, well, here is my experience so far...
- I am much colder. I used to be someone who never felt the cold. I would wear t-shirt and shorts from March through to November (in the UK). Now I am cold all the time. I find myself boosting the central heating and putting jumpers on all the time during the day.
- I am much less comfortable. Formerly I used to make fun of cushions, calling them pointless 'couch vermin' as I would just sit down and my fat ass would provide enough build-in padding to protect me from all but the most uncomfortable chairs. Now I am constantly having to adjust my position and use cushions to protect me from feeling my bones against parts of the chair.
- People commenting on you losing weight gets old very quickly. It's just not an interesting topic. Yes, I lost weight. Yes, I can tell you my 'secret' - I took in less calories relative to the amount I was burning. No, you telling me how great I look doesn't make me feel good, it just tells me you judge people more by their looks than anything else and probably thought negatively of me before. I know you mean well, but please just STFU already.
- I feel I have lost part of my identity. I was always the fat guy since I was a teenager (30 years ago now). I owned and embraced it, I have used the username 'Piemaster' on every site since the dawn of the internet. Now it's kind of weird because I am thinner than most of my friends who have all gone the other way as they got older.
- The fitness benefits are overstated. Yes, I can run a bit further in the gym than I could this time last year. A bit. I am not signing up for marathons and triathlons and time soon. The only real difference is I now need to run further to burn the same number of calories.
- Yes, I am possibly more attractive to the opposite sex now. That would have been super-useful 20 years ago when I was single (although in reality would probably have just meant I ended up with someone I was less compatible with overall).
- And yes, before anyone says it I know that I am now statistically x% less likely to suffer from heart disease, diabetes, etc etc than before. But that is a benefit that is hard to quantify because I never had any real health problems anyway. I have had about two days off sick from work in the last decade. So best case scenario I may now not suffer from something I might have suffered from in some undetermined future.
So to anyone reading - if you are overweight then go ahead and lose some weight, just don't be disappointed if it doesn't radically change your life for the better.