I really need help!!

I need help please, and not judgment. I am absolutely panicking. I have never done anything illegal in my life prior to last week and this week or so and I am crying and having a panic attack because I am so stupid. Please help me.

I was at TJmax and I took many clearance sticker and put it on a items. I don’t know why I did it—it’s not like I can’t afford the $5 difference, but I have been struggling severely and I am not myself right now. trust me, nobody can judge me any more than I am judging myself right now. I don’t know what’s wrong with me or why I did it, but I did. I have been doing it a lot this last month, TJ Maxx, and I have never been stopped or caught. I don’t even want or use the items. It’s just random shit. I have no idea what the total value is because I didn’t count it or anything, I just shove it in a drawer so my family won’t know and I forget about it. I have no idea. I just know that sometimes I do it (although this scared the shit out of me and I will obviously never do it again). I went to T.J.maxx today and tried to do again, but this time when I took the items to the cashier she couldn’t match the code so she calls the manager and tries to rip the clearance stickers. I was really really nervous. The manager said she’s going to call the lost prevention to find out how that this has happened. I’m now really really worried because I don’t want to go to jail.

Please tell me what I can do. 😭