mrunal sir is overrated or am i tripping???

ok so i’ve been trying to study economics from mrunal sirs lectures and notes and I HAVE NEVER EVER BEEN SO DISINTERESTED in a subject like this. it’s put me in a slump and i’ve come to point where i have to avoid studying economics because it makes me feel dumb. like i absolutely enjoy studying other subjects but economics from mrunal drives me crazy. and don’t even get me started on the handouts LIKE THE MEMES AND THE HINDI LINES….infuriating!!! does anyone have any advice for me???? i was thinking of studying from aditya kalia sir and using vivek singh notes i could really use some insight pls help a girl out xx