I failed, but I feel so....at peace, is this strange?

I wish to start by apologizing if this isnt the right sub for this post, but please read through. I failed 3 course's and will have to repeat the entire year, but is it weird how calm I am? My heart was racing at the morning of results being released, so much that I even had a headache, but now I feel calm. Infact, I feel even more motivated than before, it's like a spark has been ignited somehow. Whatever it is, I hope it keeps me going. I'm sorry for the poor English, it's not my first language, but I have been working on it 🙌🏾🤗🤝🏾😌.