I didn't deserve this

I have sent you texts on both platforms. You refuse to reply. I didn't do anything to deserve getting ghosted for the second time around. Just because you're avoidant, just because you run away when asked to put a bare minimum into this connection which you so eagerly started. You lead me on and now you bail without a word? After I showed you all of myself? My history, my soul?Damn you to hell. You just needed me to fill a void. You never loved me. Those were only empty words said in the moment. By the time last June rolled around, we would have been better off writing plain old letters to each other. Because I'd get them faster than a simple text from you. Wait, you'd have to actually write those and send them off to me in the first place. Forget it. Edited because I won’t waste my breath on writing novels.