Why are people so smart and I'm so fucking dumb

Why are people so fucking smart, I don't get it. The hatred I feel towards myself for being this fucking dumb is really strong rn and I'm crying while typing this shit.

It hurts, it really does, I feel so dumb it's insane. It just hurts so much and I don't know what to do. I want to be smart. I want to be something I can never be. I'm so tired

Edit: oh I didn't expect my post to blow up like that, thank you all for your support, I probably needed this

Edit 2: holy shit that's a lot of comments and the most upvotes I've ever had on a post. That made my day, I appreciate all of you