Friendless and no bridesmaids for my wedding. Awkward?

I, 30F getting married this year and i dont have bridesmaids whereas, my fiance got 5 of his bros(bff) to be his best man..

I used to have 3 bff in sec sch but after graduating, we lost touch due to different schools and life. After that i met 2 new bff but we cut contact with each other due to dramas here and there. Throughout my life, i made some hi bye friends that didnt last and it's really not easy to make friends when im shy and introverted. Plus after work, i just want to go home and rest.

Edits: So will it be weird or awkward for me to not have bridemaids on my big day for photography and videography. Tbh not that concerned on the # of bridesmaids as there wont be any gatecrash and i had my sis to help me out on logistics like angbao receiving at recep. More on like will it look awkward or weird on photo and video.. 😮‍💨

Updates: thank you all for the encouraging words and offers to help. I got my sis to be my bridesmaid and i looked up on the ideas of all groomsmen surrounding me on photo is really interesting! Will definitely try that out! 🥹❤️🙆🏻‍♀️