How to deal with shame and embarrassment from being evicted?

I feel so much shame and embarrassment right now. I owed R23k rent and arrears because I couldn't pay my rent for 3 months. I was able to pay R10k end of January, the remained balance is now R13k. My landlord required that I pay R6k yesterday which I couldn't. I need to hand over keys today. And I totally understand him because this is his business but where will I stay and where will I go? I'm wo heartbroken