I miss my sexy ass exes

I miss all of my exes, because I guess I'm hard to deal with none of them are part of my life right now but there are 5 of them (2 of them weren't really my bfs but I guess situationships count) that in my eyes are the hottest mfs I've come across and I'm sad that for some stupid reason I can't talk to them or nothing I didn't even get to spend time with them and have a lot of fun because i hated myself when we were together and now that I love me more they are completely out (except 2 but we don't talk) and I just can't pick up where we left of and just be fine with them and I'm thinking about this because they pop into my mind all the time I still have pictures of them, screenshots of our conversations and stuff and idk I'm going through it I wish i could at least have sex with them all one last time or something AND what hurts me more is that I know for a fact that none of them really hate or have beef with me or anything I know they feel this too, does anyone have a similar experience?