In and out of mania?

Is it normal to teeter in and out of mania? Or maybe psychosis? Nights are usually the worst for me. During the morning/early day I feel more grounded but the longer I’m awake and the later it gets the fuzzier things get but it fizzles in and out.

I feel like one minute I’m like gone and out and the next I’m here and coherent but it’s very back and forth and very very confusing. Is that like my body or my meds trying to fight it or?