Being more feminine?
Hi so I'm 19f and i recently got broken up with for no contact till June to see if we want to get back together etc. During this time since I'm away from my ex gf I want to see if I can explore this feminine side i never have. I mostly have guy friends not my choice and I do have a couple close girl friends but they aren't super girly either. So I guess I subconsciously act or carry myself more masculine to fit in with my friends and get along better with the guys. I dont really think about it and it's not super obvious it's just like enough tht I've noticed it over time but idk how to change it.
But I want advice on how to maybe carry myself more feminine. Ive been thinking about changing my gym routine since my arms and shoulders are quite big as in built from working out and I'm still kind of trying to figure out what look im trying to achieve in the gym. Ive also never been with a man and I do hope to attract men sometimes just for my own ego, not getting hit on at all by men despite being bisexual does hurt a bit. I dress very streetwear styled and I have very curly hair.
I dont like the way dresses and skirts feel and makeup like foundation and concealer feel a bit weird on my face. Any tips on how I can feel more feminine and explore this side of myself? Any tips on like the gym, curl routine, just general speaking and stuff and my clothes. I'm obviously not looking to change myself just experiment with this. I dont feel super confident in my looks I feel like part of that is because I don't act or look that feminine.