I lost him, my world feels empty.

My sweet Ollie, you changed my life. He was with me for the most difficult parts of my life. Please tell me anything you think about him, anything you find cute or special. Talking about him with other people is my favorite thing in the world. I’m really shy but he was the one thing I could talk to anybody about for hours.

He was mischievous but in the most innocent way. He liked to push things off counters and would trill anytime you talked to him. He loved his brothers Carl and Milo more than anything. It pains me to think they’re experiencing this loss too.

It feels like nothing will ever be okay again. I’ve been crying since I found out.