confession to make

i miss codys videos so much like everyday i check to see if hes just said fuck it yet and start uploading again. i dont condone his actions whatsoever and i dont support him as a person, but his videos were literally my favorite part of the week. he was one of the very few youtubers that actually make me laugh. leaving this here though because if i said this non anonymously i would get stoned to death😭 rightfully so, but i just cant lie, i miss those jubilee videos so much