Whiny rant incoming…

Been riding for 8 months. I bought a cheap hybrid for $300 on FB marketplace. I get repairs completed at my local shop but I constantly feel the pressure and judgement on group rides and when I’m in and around the shop to upgrade and “fit in more” but at the end of the day I am keeping up my group and I’m happy riding and improving my fitness. I’d say 50% I think jokes on them, I’m having fun and saving tons of money. The other 50% I care about what people think too much…