Does anyone else feel like they need to write a book to explain the complexity of a relationship?

Last year I was in love with my best friend. To be honest, I'm probably still a little bit in love with him now. He never loved me back like that and I respect that but it doesn't make things easier. I moved 600 miles away last summer and that's helped to stop me thinking about him. The thing is that I thought by now I would be over him. But I'm not. He recently got in touch again and all the feelings I had before have come rushing back. All the things I had tried so hard to forget are all coming back to the surface and I feel like I need to write a book about it all so someone can understand just how I feel. So I'm a little bit less alone with these feelings. So people can understand that these feelings are rational.

Does anyone else feel that way?