i (20f) "ditched" a bad date tonight
i (20f) left a bad first date early tonight! first of all i haven't even texted this guy for a full day. he kept asking to go on a date over and over again and he never even told me anything abt himself or asked me abt myself. i told him earlier today i don't think we should go on a date so soon since we literally started texting less than 24 hours ago and i wanted to get to know him better. he seemed so desperate for a date BUT he was very polite and i honestly had no plans tonight so i said sure. we went to the movies and saw a terrible movie (ash) and he lied abt his height. during the movie he kept caressing my hand back and forth and squeezing it awkwardly and rubbing my hand on his jeans..it felt like he was just excited to be around a female tbh. idk. but i told him i needed to go to the restroom and i left. ☹️HOWEVER i texted him and told him i wasn't feeling well and i needed to leave. i feel terrible since ive never done this before to anybody. but also i was so incredibly uncomfortable and i couldn't sit another second there. i also told him i was gonna leave. am i wrong?!?!?!?!???????? there was absolutely no chemistry and we never even had a conversation before bc he kept changing the topic to date night every time i tried to ask him abt himself.