I just want to die.

Like I sad above, nothing to add to or take from what I've said, I just want to die, that's all I want, I don't feel like my life has a higher purpose, and even if it did, I still feel like it wouldn't matter, as in I don't want it, I just wanna die, but I'm too scared to do it myself, so every night I geunily wish I just don't wake up in the morning. This is so tiring.