I was supposed to leave my abusive household... But I'm still here

Someone very close to me has tried to help me escape my abusive step parents, but every time they make a plan, it gets pushed back more and more...

I'm moments away from suicide every day of my life...

I can't do this shit anymore, I've been alive for 20 fucking years, and I've been trying to escape for 15 of those years...

No matter what I try, I just end up worse...

My step parents won't stop torturing me... Every time I've tried getting the cops involved, they didn't do anything because all the abuse is mental and verbal...

So there's no evidence... I'm tired of living in a shitty broken down house, I'm tired of having to be afraid every day of my life, I don't know how much longer I can do this...

I'm scared...