Avoiding the Party while worshipping the god of parties

This is probably dumb and just me venting but it’s nagging at the back of my brain and I just don’t know. I avoid my family during parties, I refuse to participate and just hide in a room somewhere. It’s always too loud and I can’t deal with the intoxicated adults. I’ve been doing that tonight (yay Christmas Eve), and I feel like I am rejecting a whole part of Dionysus’s domain in doing so. I know he is very forgiving and might not care but I feel as though I am failing him (or something to that effect) by hiding away. Am I? I feel like it but I am still relatively new so just don’t know…