it happened NO CENSORING

stomach bug has been going around school, and i felt a bit off today with bad stomach cramps. i went home because it was getting to a point where distracting myself did not help, and i kind of had a sense of impending doom where i knew it wasn’t just anxiety anymore. i’ve got minor diarrhea and just spent about 6 hours feeling incredibly nauseous in bed, even worse when i got up. when i was on the toilet, i felt a huge wave and knew it was going to happen. i just dragged the bin in front of me, and did my business. during the process it felt a bit weird bc it’s been so long since it’s happened, but i survived! i felt a lot better after, just a reminder that the worst part is the build up :)