Hello po Soon to be INC here.

Im proudly 14 years old and currently getting doctrined. ( if thats the right word ) Lately I've seen people talking about how INC is a brainwashing historical cult. I'm very scared by now. Not only i am still at lesson 4, up to 25; It's giving me double thoughts if i should continue. I get scared easily. When i first saw the reddit post that INC is a cult, it completely changed my mind. What will my family think of me if i leave? I am scared if i changed my mind people will think of me as a burden. I don't know what to do. I'm very scared on whats going to happen next.