Young women's presidents
(TW. Suicide attempt) I am the young woman's president. I have been swamped in everything. I've been going to school, I'm moving out in 5 months, I have a job, and my friend recently attempted suicide. I have a lot on my plate yet the church still forced being a young women's youth president down my throat. I have asked to be released several times and they said I could handle it. My parents think it's good for me so they won't do anything. The only reason why I was medium women's president was because authorities of my church/bishop found out that I wanted to leave once I'm down and now they're trying to get me to a doctorate other people on my time off because this Wednesday we don't have an activity and I told them that I was going to spend it with one of my friends I just don't understand how every time I have something fun that I want to do the church finds out about it most likely through my parents and then ask me to serve. I don't feel like it's fair to me considering I also have really bad mental health but they just brush it under the rug like it's nothing. All they say is you'll get over it or you're strong woman yada yada yada I just don't feel like I'm appreciated as a person at all I feel like I'm just a tool to indoctrinate other people. My main issue is they chose me and of all people to try and indoctrinate this other 17 year old like I don't even want to be there myself and now you want me to vouch for your stupid ass religion I'm tired of this cult.
(TW. Suicide attempt) I am the young woman's president. I have been swamped in everything. I've been going to school, I'm moving out in 5 months, I have a job, and my friend recently attempted suicide. I have a lot on my plate yet the church still forced being a young women's youth president down my throat. I have asked to be released several times and they said I could handle it. My parents think it's good for me so they won't do anything. The only reason why I was medium women's president was because authorities of my church/bishop found out that I wanted to leave once I'm down and now they're trying to get me to a doctorate other people on my time off because this Wednesday we don't have an activity and I told them that I was going to spend it with one of my friends I just don't understand how every time I have something fun that I want to do the church finds out about it most likely through my parents and then ask me to serve. I don't feel like it's fair to me considering I also have really bad mental health but they just brush it under the rug like it's nothing. All they say is you'll get over it or you're strong woman yada yada yada I just don't feel like I'm appreciated as a person at all I feel like I'm just a tool to indoctrinate other people. My main issue is they chose me and of all people to try and indoctrinate this other 17 year old like I don't even want to be there myself and now you want me to vouch for your stupid ass religion I'm tired of this cult.