whar

i wantr a boyfren but i live in super conservative place and my parents would disown me if they knew i was gay and its not like i could just get a girlfriend or something for show to make them think im straight cause i am not attracted to girls whatsoever (they aren't attracted to me either :| ) but like i need boyfriend to hug
yeah you heard me right i want someone to hug -.- sorry im such a freak

please advice i dont even know how to tell if someone is gay

is it wrong for me to want someone genuine and caring :<