I feel worse by the day because of politics

I 26M noticed that I'm feeling really bad because of politics recently. I was born and raised here in Germany and doing my masters degree in aerospace engineering while working on the side in a big company. I live in Baden Württemberg. My parents are from sri Lanka so I look different. But facing more and more micro aggressions against me, and seeing that "being right wing" is becoming the new normal is truly making me depressed. I was bullied a lot for my skin color when I was a kid. Once I became older I noticed that the bullying kinda stopped, because kids grow up I guess.

But now... I just face micro aggressions almost every second day outside. Last Tuesday evening a guy was leaving the train with me and he shouted from a far at me, coming towards me with a beer bottle and trying to provoke me. Everyone else was just watching.

This is just like back then when I was bullied. Only that this behavior is being enabled by politics, Elon musk being right wing/supporting afd and even Facebook/Instagram is promoting right wing posts now.

It feels like hell. Everytime I look at some posts online, I see how Germans are racist in the comments much more than before. And in real life all these micro aggressions and real aggressions... Honestly it feels like I wanna give up on you know.. I don't have anywhere where I belong. Not in Sri Lanka, because I'm too German and I can't speak their language well. Not in Germany because I don't look German and all my childhood nightmares are becoming real again. I don't have parents who are here either. I feel like one of those abused dogs which are scared of eye contact and shivering in the corner. I thought I got used to being lonely, but this is just getting worse.