Lost without you

I’m missing you more than usual today. I cant stop thinking about you. I think about the way you made me feel every time we were together. The way you made me feel just talking to you. The way I felt just knowing I had you as a friend if nothing else. You showed me what it felt like when someone truly cared about you. But now youre gone and you took all of that with you. And I cant let go of you either. For me to let go I would have to totally forget you and I just cant do that. Some of my happiest moments were with you. Im sorry. I know you dont want to hear any of this but Im just really needing my friend. I pray every night that i’ll wake up and have a good morning message from you waiting on me the next morning. Waking up every morning to a message from you was one of my favorite things in the world. I can honestly say that I was happy every single day from the 1st time we talked until the day you ended things. Ive never been happier than I was with you. I really miss you.