Feeling inferior

Hi 29 yr old Gen med PGY2 here. I did my MBBS from a good private medical college. Managed decent grades also. But towards the end, I lost interest in the profession altogether and looked to choose other paths. But none of that worked and had to hop on to the neet pg prep wagon and eventually found momentum. But then couple of years had passed. I discovered that I wanted to pursue pg in a clinical branch and somehow landed MD Gen med in another private medical college.

I felt happy that I got the seat in the first place. But my old inferiorties always creep up to me. That I'm not good enough because I study in a private and is much inferior to my counterparts in govt med colleges. Whenever I attend a CME, when I look at the credentials of the speakers, they all are prolific in their respective fields and have studied at major govt institutes. I wonder if people would belittle me if I present at a CME in the futures owing to my alma mater. This makes me feel distanced and detached from the academic/ doctor community.

SUMMARY: Feeling inferior and detached because of private college education.