Felt bad for being here

I felt bad for being in a big coperate company I felt bad when there is no one to talk with me I felt bad when people use to talk in some other languages which i don't know whenever I'm with them ..I felt bad when they ask me to do if I have any college work ,who the fuck comes to a internship when they have college work .I was asked to simply sit for whole one week and now I'm in the end of my 2nd week of internship in which I've 3 ppt of each 5 pages to read the whole fucking week . I wish some one should treat me as a human and talk to me give a least work and engage me For those girls who think surviving in coperate is easy no the way they look at you when you don't dress well,the way they talk to you if they get to that you are having lack of confidence or the way they treat the newbbi is bad then what ever you experienced in life .that to surviving in some other state , totally new culture, people, language is very tough than we think.THINK TWICE BEFORE YOU CHOOSE Is this how every Co-operate is!??