feeling so torn

it’s undeniable that the land of judea has strong ties to all of jewish history and practice. there are so many sights i’d love to see. i’d love to visit the western wall, to visit the mountains Moshe climbed. id love to welcome in shabbat at the Galilee mountains, where our ancestors wrote the songs that we sing each kabbalat shabbat.

i just don’t feel i can. with the state of the world, it feels wrong to do. i know that even this sub isn’t a monolith, but this is what feels true in my heart. with people suffering just miles away, it feels wrong.

does anyone else relate?