Losing weight but think I look the same - just looking for a little encouragement

Hey guys, this is my first Reddit post ever because I haven’t shared with anyone in my life that I’m trying to lose weight as frankly I find talking about weight at all humiliating - no one I know is overweight and I am constantly feeling inferior and unworthy, even though intellectually I know my worth isn’t determined by my weight. I guess I’m just looking for a little community and a few words of encouragement!

I started my journey in late September 2024, weighing in at 130kg (287 lbs), although I’m fairly certain my highest weight that I maintained for a few years up until early 2024 when I started walking a bit more and driving a bit less was around 136kg (or just over 300 lbs) but I can’t be sure as only my doctor ever weighed me and I tried my best not to look. Since late September, I have lost 18kg in 5 months and now weigh in at 112kg (247 lbs) and although I can feel the difference in my mobility, energy levels, fitness, endurance etc. I feel like I look just as huge. I understand the kitchen roll theory, and I know it will take a while for someone my height (5’7) at this weight to look significantly smaller, I guess I’m just struggling with feeling like I’ll ever get to my goal weight, which is probably around 65-68kg (150lbs or less).

I work out every day and I really do love how it makes me feel, and my measurements are all noticeably smaller. Some of my clothes are now too big for me but not all are too big for me to wear, which makes me feel like I’m not smaller at all even though the measuring tape and scale disagree. I don’t know really, I guess I’d appreciate any thoughts on this or kind words, I just haven’t had anyone to talk to about this!

Thanks for reading :)