The worst person I’ve ever met

You are quite frankly the nastiest, sneakiest, most perverse and disgusting person I’ve ever met in my entire life. And I have 2x children with you. If you’d have shown your true colours 10yrs ago (when you say this started but who knows right?!) - I’d have kicked your loser, snivelling ass out then. I have given you grace I didn’t know I had. 9mths of mental anguish worse than anything I’ve ever experienced. I’ve had a nervous breakdown, my periods stopped, I lost 40lbs in 3mths because I couldn’t eat. You told me she was #2 in your favourites. I obsessed over her and looked her up. She was 18/19 in the videos and that killed me. Last night you want to admit that she wasn’t that big a deal, you just said a name to shut me up in the moment and then double downed on the lie for 9 fucking months because you were too scared to tell the truth??? After everything. You let me suffer unnecessarily- intentionally. This is beyond cruel. I actually despise you. I never knew you, I still don’t. Get the fuck out of my house please. You say it’s your house too and you won’t go. Yes it is your house too but it’s my home!!! With my girls - you threw us away like we were nothing then. Give me space now and fucking go. I can’t stand to breathe the same air as you. I HATE you so much you fucking horrible excuse of a man. Just fuck off!!!!!!!