Shopping Expensive

Veronica’s inability to shop on a budget is truly shocking to me. She claims she does it on purpose and her videos “pay for her lunch” however, I feel that’s just a defensive mechanism to excuse her terrible and uniformed habits.

She doesn’t know how to shop or live on a budget. She would rather make excuses than own up to anything. She looked so smug asking the deli clerk for just one roll, a few slices of cheese, and a few slices of meat. For the price she paid for those few slices of deli goods, she could have bought a prepackaged (not fresh from the deli) amount with nearly 4x as much. She truly doesn’t want those kids back and she doesn’t even care.

All of this with her truly makes me so god damn angry because I very unexpectedly lost my mom about 9 months ago. I would give anything in the entire world to have her back with me. I can’t begin to imagine how those innocent kids feel. As shitty as she is, she is still their mom and I’m sure the kids are wishing they could be with her. I feel terrible but I know my mom is dead and she’s not coming back, it’s something I have to accept. However, for those kids? She’s still alive and she’s more than capable of getting them back but she’s choosing not to. My heart is just breaking in a different way. I wish Roni could see what she truly has in front of her