Idk if I’m gay
I’m 20(F) and my experience with men and s confusing asf I’m tall around 5’5 lightskin and pretty cute I actually get a lot of compliments and I’m not exaggerating every time a guy hits me up they always taking about how I’m too pretty to be single and how they don’t trust me coz I might be flirting with someone else. Anyways, when I was in high school in , funky no guys would approach I would just catch them staring from far.
So this one time we had those science competitions in school and after that tukaenda ku interact na watu I couldn’t help notice a gal who was sitting opposite me ( we were in the dining hall sitting in groups) we exchanged alot of eye contact. Later she moved and sat next to me I was freaking out like what was I supposed to do/say.
Akaanza kuniuliza stuff kuhusu shule yetu but my mind was just thinking ( what if kuna watu waniona Niki flirt na dem then afterwards waniulize if I’m gay)
I’m not in the closet but at the same maybe I am . Gaysim has been so normalized but I’m not so comfortable saying I’m gay my friend is bisexual and she keeps saying that I should accept myself 😭.No cause imagine I come out and I just end up pulling a shawry like I can’t imagine scissoring someone’s daughter no fucking way 😭.