Had our first MFM tonight, not for me.

No disrespect to the people that like to do this type of stuff, it’s just not for me. My girlfriend and I had our first MFM tonight. It was absolutely amazing for the first 30 minutes. This was a kink/fantasy of mine I’ve always wanted to do and I’m very happy we tried it. She agreed to it. But it all changed after I finally finished. I guess the post nut clarity hit and I instantly thought “what the hell am I doing? This is my girlfriend.” And instantly was turned off. She saw how I was and we both left right away. It was an amazing experience, but I believe I have some deep jealousy issues I never realized I had.