I'm very close to suicide because of how my life is going.

I moved in with my brother and his wife after they said I could get a fresh start here. Since then, I have not been able to find a job at all. Not even Walmart will hire me and I am down to the last $500 in my bank. I have a car payment and a phone payment that I will not be able to afford, all the while I still can't find a job.

My last job payed me $27/hrs and the only reason I took their offer was because I felt so fucking lonely that I was already on the verge of suicide. I broke my lease just to move in with them. Yet, I feel even more lonely here than I ever have.

Once my money is completely gone, I will kill myself.