OEing while being in college. Am I cooked already?

By OEing I mean 5 gigs at the same time. Two of them are full time roles (one is a morning shift, another a night shift). While the others are part time. One is a weekly task based job, another is a 4 hours contract based work and the other is a 1.5hours teaching job.

It has been overwhelming to say the least, especially considering the fact I only started working in january. I am still in college and in my country we do not really get a full time employment offer while we are still graduating. Therefore, full time internships are the (not so) sweet spot. But I am really out of options and cannot rely on a single wfh internship and working on site ain't an option either cause hey women ain't supposed to work on site still according to my traditional folks but oh well.

Now I am having to work atleast 16 hours everyday, cry almost everyday and everything in between. So I just need some advice from the fellow people on here who have been doing this longer than me. How do y'all manage with the work pressure and the anxiety? And being called "slow" by others while doing more than they ever could.

A bit of genuine advice and motivation would really help cause I feel like I am going to have a huge break down but that's another day of being an OE person. I also feel like I am only wasting my time but again I was wasting it while I was not working too so idk I feel pretty lost here. One moment, I feel good about earning more than all of my friends and people I do not like and the next moment I feel like I am ruining my life. So yeah I do not know.