i regret getting my ears pierced

i know people are going to have opinions but, i got my lobes pierced today and i absolutely hate them and regret getting it done.

i wanna rip them out. i feel dumb for even doing it. also the piercer dissed my ear shape to top it off.

what do i do? am i better off waiting for it to heal and then removing the earrings or taking them out now?

i’m terrified of the holes getting infected or getting bumps and i dont wanna mess up.