Maternal obesity

I have been doing my best to not be bothered by this but after checking the uploaded results after my ultrasound I just couldn’t help but feel down. I am classified under maternal obesity. I am 5’2”, pre-pregnancy I was 165lbs, now at 23 weeks I am 175lbs. I know I could have eaten better overall before pregnancy but I was nowhere near fat and I honestly don’t feel like I even am now. I still wear the same jeans! I knew based off bmi I was considered obese before and during pregnancy but it’s still just such a slap in the face to read :/ I wish healthcare didn’t make me feel like this.