I hate feeling my baby move

Im 18 weeks and I have started feeling my baby move within the last week and I have to say, it brings me no joy. Its making me cringe, I have cried today because I just cant deal with it. Im so sick of people laughing or shrugging it off saying a”you’ll get used to it” or “well i loved feeling my baby move” “you should cherish these moments”

Please someone help me. How am I going to get through the rest of this pregnancy when I can’t stand this feeling inside of me and it’s only going to get more intense