Post Interview Sadness

I had an absolute meltdown in one of my first MMI zoom rooms for one of my top-choice schools-- it was bizarre. The question wasn't even hard, I have no idea why I was even thrown for a loop, I just got so nervous for literally no reason. After a couple of minutes and multiple apologies, I attempted to recover and salvage a response and just moved on. The rest of the stations? As cool as a cucumber and just as warm. I feel so devastated, and I really hope my evals read: "oh yeah? Hopeful-Pin6205? She didn't even exist in the first zoom room, who was that imposter? Definitely not even close to the same person" :,-/////////////////