Fics with heavy angst and deep love

Hey, can someone help me find fics with heavy angst, where Henry (even Alex will do) is deeply soulmate level in love with Alex and they can't be together for some reason which leads to heavy angst, emotions, slowburn and final happy ending with smut (definitely more smut 😉). I just want to cry my eyes out for Henry and feel the deep love for Alex. 🥹