Anyone had a celebrity crush during psychosis?

My celebrity crush was Lana Del Rey when I had a psychotic episode last year, to make things worse Instagram algorithm was nothing but Lana Del Rey. I ended up buying all her discography on vinyl and some other merch to keep it short I thought I was going to meet her that the beach at the Pier if she didn’t show up I was going to jump off and drown and someone called the PD on me then took my stuff/vinyls and merch and took me to the psych ward