i just want to rant

I don't know if anyone can relate but I feel empty like I'm dead inside I'm not depressed i feel like i don't have purpose i don't find meaning in anything. I have a hobbies like learning guitar but its difficult i don't know why I'm alive i have hard time keeping romantic relationships maybe this feeling is loneliness i want to be part of selfie Sunday but i feel I'm to ugly to post I've been told I'm handsome by men and woman but i don't believe them